Jan
19
My brain is a terrible Incredible thing to waste.
Watch Sheep Leap As You Drift Off To Sleep
I remember why I dream in black & white
Polish is the most complicated language I’ve ever butchered.
I should have known this was no place to escape you and me
A looping path could never let us be
You’ve been begging to finish first place
But my mind already sabotaged the race
It’s vicious inside my head
Common thought I would be better off dead
Holding my hand you corrupt what I feel
Trying to distinguish was any of this ever real
Steady peaking I’m unsure of what I’ve been told
Fingers interlacing all I know are our hands begin to fold
Jan
18
Eyes shifting, drifting, finding their way
A subtle grip tugs me near
Brushing bangs to the side, I stare back at the same brown eyes
The ones that tricked he and I, with the simplest lies
Sliding closer, whispers of inaudible words
Background noise setting the atmosphere, keys strike, notes play
Nostalgia goes with music like happiness and thoughts of you.
Eyes gently fluttering, resisting a will to sleep, the continuous stare
Feeling of soft smooth hands caress my hair
Past experience reminds me only of repulsion and rejection, but realization comes swift
Life was different with your arms holding me so close
Forever ingrained in a spotless mind, a look of redemption
As your lips parted and teeth shined through
My only hope was every smile I brought to your face was genuine too…
Just like that, one, two, three, four.
That is when the world will end…
“I could die right now, I’m just … happy. I’ve never felt that before. I’m just exactly where I want to be.”
Still figuring out Tumblr, damn peer pressure ;)
“I can only hope that the answers will come to me in my sleep. I hope that when the world comes to an end, I can breathe a sigh of relief, because there will be so much to look forward to.”
Donnie Darko
“llusory joy is often worth more than genuine sorrow.”
Rene Descartes
“It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.”
Jiddu Krishnamurti
